Against Destiny ( feat. Anastacia Krilova)

from The Biggest Deal by SIDECHAIN RETREAT

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My story is so scary that i even afraid to tell
Inhuman fear is locked me in place inside my personal hell
I know somewhere is a key to open door and set me free
But im so void that have no faith and strength to believe

My faults named obstacles nailed my personality down
Every day i talk myself to get rid off the things that forces me to drown
Explored everything from the blackest abbyss of despair
To the psycho-landscapes of fantasies at their wildest lair
I felt the deepest love turned to bestial hate
In chase of happiness the penance is fee to pay

All my dreams become my fears
Im still here counting years
Only thing that left is hope
Keeps me alive till my heart stops

And every day there is a something that turns me off that way
My inner devils have holding me against my journey in search of better days

I flaggelate myself for every single fault i've done
The guardian to gates of emptiness - now is what i've become
Confront my sanity in endless run away from myself
Will there will be freedom in the end of this way?

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from The Biggest Deal, released November 11, 2016

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SIDECHAIN RETREAT Riga, Latvia

Sidechain Retreat's message to everyone is to finally start to do something to improve our lives. Starting point is to boycott tricky governmental and religious institutions..Sidechain Retreat is strictly anti-government,anti-religion, non-loyal musical anarchist movement.Sidechain Retreat's music not standing for technical skills wankery and modern clean production , its all about attitude. ... more

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